It was such a surprise to find myself pregnant two years ago, and yet so few weeks to accept and enjoy before our baby was gone. I have pondered for two years the reason why this miracle happened, and yet was taken away? Why, after all these years, did I have to go through all of this again? In the two years, I still have reached no answer.
Sometimes I feel it is punishment for finally finding happiness. Other times I feel I need to work out my feelings over loss, not yet resolved from my five previous losses.
Is there a limit to loss, an end date to the hurting? What have I missed, that I need to do to move forward from this? I find no comfort in "angels in heaven" or "watching over me". If there are babies in my life, they should be in my arms, not only in my heart...
I have several copies of this book, but never have I filled one for my own babies. I just can't seem to make myself write down the words of loss...
"SO FEW MEMORIES, SO MUCH LOVE"
An exquisitely-detailed baby memory book. Specially-created to help record the events prior to, during and following the loss of a baby through early miscarriage. This long-awaited baby memory book:
- Gives you permission to grieve
- Helps you to work through the process of grieving and the pain of loss
- Offers a place to express your thoughts, feelings and emotions of your baby's loss
- Embraces the importance of mourning your baby
- Helps to promote the positive resolution of your grief
Found at Born to Love
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